Something better.

Everything happens for a reason. You may not understand it, like it or need it. Sometimes it needs to happen. For you or for someone else. Either way this is going to happen.

You can fight it and beat yourself till, till....

Or you can let go and let God do his thing.

I've been on this insane journey for a while now and I'm still not sure of where I'm headed.

I have never been this unsure about the direction I'm headed in.

But, I do know I am being divinely lead.

How? Well, I'll tell you.

This will be the third time I went from coast to coast in 2 years.

Circumstances, bad circumstances always bring to the west coast.

I don't know why, but I feel it isn't for me.

I am never happy there, life is always wrong there.

I am here again faced with the same question,where do I go from here?

This is where God comes in.

I started praying, really praying like pouring out my heart praying.

I found out when I did this, major changes would take place.

Some good, some bad, but it was still change.

Giving up your will and surrendering completely to God is a terrifying thing.

What if what God wants for me, isn't what I want for me?

Wow...

Here is the catch, what if what God wants for you is so much better and so much sweeter then you could ever fathom?

Maybe God allowed disappointment to take place in your life or took something out of your life.

Either way your not happy. God has the amazing ability to never leave us lacking for long.

When peter brought his boat back empty he was done and ready to call it a day, but God had other plans. Peter was looking for a catch for the day, while God wanted him to have more then enough for him and the others with him.

God knows what he's doing, trust him.

I do.

The Worst to date

I had a completely different idea for this post, but screw that. 

I haven't been posting because there is way too much going on. So much I don't know how to fit it all in one post. Sometimes I think my life is one big soap opera, i am not the star, but a co-star. I can be distant at times, So I make random appearances, every now and again.

Dad passing away was the worst to date. 

No Foundation, No Problem!

Ever wonder how your going to get a flawless look without foundation? ever try to figure out how the hell am I not going to melt in the heat?                

Living in this hot climate makes it pretty difficult, but I think I have come up with a solution that has been helping me look put together without all that heaviness on my face.  I am not claiming my face is flawless, but I am getting pretty close ;)                            

4 tips to self worth

Thank you!

Hello, My Beauties!

First I want to say that I missed you all very much and I am so glad to see how everyone has grown with their blogs and you tubes channels!! I love the support I have gotten through email and messages from all of you, but I have to confess there has been one person who has helped me through this big transition in my life and her name is Ashley Maria.

Ashley is one of the first people I have met through blogging and she has been there ever since. She has supported me and lifted me up when I was down in the dumps. During my chaos I reached out to Ashley and Asked if she could help keep my blog going, while I was having my melt down and as always she was there like a bear, ready to help in anyway she could.

There are no words to explain how much this simple act of kindness has helped me. She took something that was a burden to me during my issues and lifted a stress from me and gave me a much needed break, For that alone I can never thank her enough.

I don't know how to thank you, but I can tell you what I wish for you.

I wish you every happiness your heart desires. I wish you love and a warm heart from someone who deserves you and cherishes you everyday. I wish you success in all your endeavours.  You are the best and I hope that every person you meet on your journey in life experiences your awesomeness.

Love you Ash. Thanks for everything baby girl :)

You can fall in love with Ashley on her blog too.

http://ashleymariablogs.blogspot.com

Whats been happening! UPDATE

Hello, My Beauties.

I know I have been gone for a while and most of you have been have sent me messages as to where I have been an whats been going on with me. Well, you should ask what did not happen instead. 

As you know my David my ex and I seperated in late may early june, during this time my dad decided it was time for the family to get together, so I hopped on a train to get to my sisters, so we can drive down to Las Vegas to spend some time with him.

During that two weeks a lot took place, things got hectic with David and the separation procedures. I started getting close Donald to someone I have been attracted to for a while now and things just went from there. I know this has nothing to do with beauty or makeup, but I feel you all needed an update.

I am currently living in Miami with Donald and there is just way to much to get into, but things have calmed down and I am back to blogging. I will probably be using a mac book to film and what not.

I have missed everyone and can't wait to catch up!

If you have any questions, lets have them :)

Thanks for reading, have a blessed day.

Shine bright!