Update whats going on with me.

Well, as you know I am absent for a while. I haven't posted or edited a video in a long time, a real post or video that is.

The holidays and the move have taken their toll on me and the stress of starting over again has gotten the best of me. I have the ideas floating in my head but, getting in front of the laptop to actually write is another thing.

Its like I lost that drive I had when I would wake up and just start writing or have that aha! moment when I said I have to write this down before I forget. Where did it go? How do I get it back.

I feel it has a lot to do with my surroundings. My brushes haven't been cleaned in over a month, My makeup is on top of a makeshift vanity that is really a T.V. stand. My mirrors frame broke in the move and I am afraid to have it in the house, the kids might get hurt.

The new house is pretty old. It was built in 1941 and their are only four grounded outlets, so plugging something in to charge has become an issue and the outlets are prime real estate.

So with that I feel things are on hold. So I have been trying to find away to situate things so that I can get back to doing what I love. I honestly feel empty without my blog and YouTube. I miss everyone and reading what they have all been up to.

I feel like I am failing the makeup squid and I am losing her. I love her, she is my baby. She is me and I am her. I have to save her.

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  1. Laurie, I know exactly how you feel. After my first marriage ended I started over and I lost me. I will say It took me years to get her back. With that said, I learned that the passion for makeup and hair was never gone it just went away for a while. Sorry for rambling. What I am trying to say is I have been there. Chin up and your right only you can make you happy, only you can change things. Just know that you have a lot of friends here who love you and are here for you. The most important thing I learned in getting me back was I had to learn to lean on my true friends and family when I needed to. I am always here for you. Your like a big sister to me. big hugs.

  2. We KNOW how u feel. We're here if you need us! Maybe we should have a Skype girls night with some cocktails involved..... :)))