You can fight it and beat yourself till, till....
Or you can let go and let God do his thing.
I've been on this insane journey for a while now and I'm still not sure of where I'm headed.
I have never been this unsure about the direction I'm headed in.
But, I do know I am being divinely lead.
How? Well, I'll tell you.
This will be the third time I went from coast to coast in 2 years.
Circumstances, bad circumstances always bring to the west coast.
I don't know why, but I feel it isn't for me.
I am never happy there, life is always wrong there.
I am here again faced with the same question,where do I go from here?
This is where God comes in.
I started praying, really praying like pouring out my heart praying.
I found out when I did this, major changes would take place.
Some good, some bad, but it was still change.
Giving up your will and surrendering completely to God is a terrifying thing.
What if what God wants for me, isn't what I want for me?
Wow...
Here is the catch, what if what God wants for you is so much better and so much sweeter then you could ever fathom?
Maybe God allowed disappointment to take place in your life or took something out of your life.
Either way your not happy. God has the amazing ability to never leave us lacking for long.
When peter brought his boat back empty he was done and ready to call it a day, but God had other plans. Peter was looking for a catch for the day, while God wanted him to have more then enough for him and the others with him.
God knows what he's doing, trust him.
I do.
